So many people commented that my blog is dead .. LALALA . its not !!

Okay , so i passed all my exams . and im hapiest with my maths !! from C to A !!

Novi came to my house the other time after walking through AnchorPoint . She got her job but not me .. we made lots of phone calls .. she bought a bunch of newspaper for me .. THANK YOU NOVI !! thanks to her , she found a model job for me .. actually two of it . i called the first one and they told me to meet them tomorrow . then i actually din want to call the bridal shop one but novi forced me .. D; . the next day i went with my mother to the iModel company . the name actually is longer but cant remember . i went and saw some sleazy photos and i ACTUALLY PRAYED I DONT GET THE JOB !! but i did get in the end . let me tell you the price ..
8 outfits for $1,190
13 outfits for $1,690
15 outfits for $2,190
20 outfits for $2,690
damn ex right . i chose the 13 one . but my damn mother said to go home and discuss first . we were supposed to sign the contract today .. and she not even at home !! i need her signature !! damn that woman . i could have gone to school today but i had a long talk with my father till 3 + in the morning . wasted my time coz there was lots of silences during the call .. he kept asking me not to take the job but i made my descition already !! so why must he say no . since when has he cared bout me . i dont even see him for like less than a year in my whole 14 years ! who is he to say this craps ? well i have to call the agency sooner or later .. im supposed to have parents who dont care bout me at all , just nod their heads to everything i did . so why ? they dont even know much of me , what gives them the right to decide stuff for me ?

Oh well , gotta end this post or i'll be boring a hole in the readers's eyes . and pouring my whole life to people who are not interested in my life .. :D

Monday, May 24, 2010 , 3:07 AM