anyways today rain like shit in tyhe morning .. so cold .. i wear my jacket . so warm . my jacket keep me so warm !! my jacket is the best !! hahah , i praising my onw jacket !! end of july hurry hurry come !! i want my new phone !! :D .
after school today , i told joyce i want go interchange buy food since i hungry . we did go and joyce said she saw YIFA at the food court eating . said he look like ah pek . i laugh . then novi say he look like japanese old ah pek or something !! even better this joke !! :D . i bought a currypuff with egg and chicken and my carrot cake . so yummy !! i saw yuanzi and her friend , she still very pretty just like the last time i saw her at the playground at blk 101 3 years ago .. when i eating my curryouff after eating my carrot cake , joyce said she saw QF . i look around but cannot see him , then she said something bout the bubbletea shop , i though is the one who but the bubbletea , then i finally saw him .. he changed so much , he used to be shorter than me .. now taller than me .. you changed lots man . so long no see you , you change so much ..

i totally forgot about my two year annivesary .. i told myself i will never forget what happen on 1 july 2008 .. and i totally forgot bout it till now .. i remembered it last year , so why did i forget it this year ? the incident is something that can never be forgetten so why did i forget bout it . i feel so lousy .. i feel so shitty .. i still havent said sorry to her . she said its okay , but wont talk to me . so how in the hell is that considered okay . i mean she wants me to feel better because i been her friend for so long and we were so close . i told her all bout me , i went to her house many times , she went to mine 3 or 4 times before too . we were gan jie gan mei for a short while . like only 4 months when we separated then . sigh i miss her . now that we are not really friends i dont have someone i can count on , to tell bout what happened to me and i really miss her smile and laugh and her lies . she used to encouraged me to pass when i fail my chinese . i failed many times , and each time she would tell me that i can do better and each time i get better , she would treat me sweets from the shop opposite our school . i even remembered what shortforms names we gave to the places we went often .. im lucky we took lots of pretty pics together , so i can still see us together in a pic . i really miss her lots .

Thursday, July 22, 2010 , 4:00 AM